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Saturday, October 31, 2009

Saint Brendan

The story of Saint Brendan is one of my favorite saint stories. What adventures. A quest of seven years! The pictures here were guided drawings my students created.

A favorite part of the long story was the story of the Easter worship on a "small island" that turned out to be a whale. One of Brendan's men shouts out, "Brendan, the island is sinking." - The students just loved that part!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Loosing It

It's been a crazy week. When on top of everything Nathan came down with a fever last night, I really just wanted to bang my head against the wall & scream at the universe. I have been trying hard all week to find something positive in all of this craziness & I finally have!

I was a chubby kid growing up. When I was a teenager, I lost a lot of weight and I was actually quite sexy & attractive in my late teens, but I gained way too much weight in my 20s with my pregnancies. There was a time a few years ago when I was a (gasp) size 28W.

I have been loosing weight slowly and steadily for quite some time now, but there's always a plateau of sorts that kicks in for a few weeks or even months. My last big drop was back in the spring & all of a sudden I could fit size 12 jeans. It made me happy & it made me radiate happiness. Just good vibes. Spring was good. Lots of plans & hope & loving.

For a long time in my life I would go on eating binges when I felt down. This has changed. When I feel gloomy now, I don't eat. I often have to remind myself to drink something besides coffee. The other evening I realized I had not eaten since breakfast the day before. I'm not saying this is healthy. In fact, it has caused health issues. Anyhoo. This morning, out of the blue, I decided to try a pair of size 10 pants. Pretty ambitious. Sure, I had to hold my breath to make them zip, but the zipper went all the way up. Snug, but a fit. Yay! I'm a size 10.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

A Mushy Memory

I was looking through pictures from April just now & this picture brought a smile to my face. A rubenesque woman & the man. Good times. Going to listen to mushy music & read a letter from months ago. He made me so happy. Sniff.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Sunday Morning In October

I needed to get away for a bit this morning. Away from work and the seemingly never-ending household chores that need to be done on the weekends. Away from the constant reminder of how broke we are. Away from the heartache this weekend has brought. So, I decided to take a walk through the neighborhood.

The pretty autumn colors are everywhere. The trees look so amazing in yellows, red & browns. The sun was shining, but there was a pleasant breeze.

The yellows and greens on this tree in the park across the street were so gorgeous. Couldn't quite capture it on camera. Then I remembered I was standing in a field that brought memories of laying together in the grass under the spring sun & as the tears started flowing down my cheeks, I decided to journey on.

Two squirrels were playing tag up & down the tree. So funny. Hard to snap a picture of a squirrel in motion, though.

Lovely red roses still in bloom.

I have always loved stained glass art. I remember being captivated as a child with the gorgeous stained glass art of the old European churches & cathedrals. Just so pretty. How beautiful the light falling through such a window must be inside the home. Just around the corner from us is a house with beautiful stained glass art. As I drove by one evening, I noticed the workshop in the basement. So much colorful glass. I have been wondering if I should knock and ask if I could learn.

My fascination with the white picket fence continues. My own version that is, which has nothing to do with middle-class life in suburbia. My head tells me it's a stupid ideal from a fairy tale world. My heart tells me, it must be possible.

Funny enough the house with the white picket fence is right across the street from a haunted house. Coincidence?

How idyllic - overgrown with ivy, the symbol of determination, strength & renewal to the Druids of olden times. I mean, it's virtually indestructible and grows just about anywhere. - A nudge to carry on, maybe.

Or maybe not?

Back at home. Our marigolds are still blooming. It's a lovely day out. Now back to reality. To work. To chores. To dealing with the now. To figuring out how to go on from here. Where to go. What to do. How to make the half-empty glass half-full again. What bread to bake. What undies to wear...

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Friday, October 23, 2009

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Nate's Stripey Hat

Nathan finished his hat a few handwork classes ago. He was in a knitting frenzy! One night I caught him secretly knitting under the covers after 10 p.m. Since this put him way ahead of the class, the handwork teacher now has him work on bike helmet earmuffs before going on to the "traditional" 5th grade socks. The boys do like to ride their bikes to school. I'm sure the earmuffs will come in toasty this autumn & winter.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Gnome Pattern

This is the pattern for the gnome featured in the blog post, "The First Gnome." Above is another one knitted by one of my second grade students. I just love how they are turning out. The students are so into their gnomes, too. It seems to become a theme that they want to knit them backpacks, which is turning out to be another great project for them.

The students are using worsted yarn and size eight needles, but gauge is unimportant for this project. You will also need some fuzzy mohair yarn to make the hair & beard for which I used a crochet hook to work the strings in as one would do in rug-hooking. It is helpful to knit the pieces in the following order as the BODY and SHOES require knitting only, whereas the other pieces incorporate purling as well. Since the pattern is intended for children in their 2nd grade year of knitting at a Waldorf school, it is not in the round, but requires sewing up. If you are an advanced knitter, you will see that the pieces can easily be knit in the round.

BODY --- Cast on 30 stitches. Knit 30 rows – 15 ridges. Next row: BO 2 stitches, knit until 11 stitches are on your right needle, BO 4 stitches, knit 'til end. Next row: BO 2 stitches. Work 6 rows for each leg using the 11 stitches between BOs. BO all stitches. Sew up leg seams & crotch. Close back seam. Stuff with wool batting. Sew top seam, but leave feet "open." You will later attach the shoes.

SHOES (Make 2) --- Cast on 6 stitches. Knit 40 rows. Bind off. Fold in thirds, sew up the sides & back. No wool stuffing needed.

HEAD --- Cast on 28 stitches. Knit one row, purl one row. Repeat these two rows until a total of 16 rows have been worked, ending with a purl row. Row 17: k1, *) k2tog, k2, repeat from *) until last stitch, k1. (21 stitches remain). Row 18: Purl. Row 19: *) k2tog, k1, repeat from *) across (14 stitches remain). Row 20: Purl. Cut yarn leaving a tail. Thread needle & pull through the remaining stitches. Pull closed. Sew up back seam. Stuff with wool stuffing. Sew up top.

HAT --- Cast on 32 stitches. Knit 4 rows. *) Next row: k1, k2tog, knit until last three stitches, k2tog, k1. Next row: Purl. Repeat from *) until 4 stitches remain. Cast off. Cut yarn, leaving a long tail. Sew up seam.

ARMS (Make 2) --- Cast on 8 stitches. Knit 20 rows. Change to skin color. Knit one row, purl one row for 4-6 rows. Bind off. Sew side seams. Stuff with wool.

FINISHING --- The head is placed about midway onto the body & secured with a few stitches. The hat goes over the head & meets the body in the back. It is also secured with a few stitches. The arms are attached on the sides of the body, but reaching to the top of the body piece, thus creating a bit of a hunched look. I run a whip stitch around the wrist to shape the hand a bit better.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

WIP Wednesday

I can't believe I missed so many WIP Wednesdays! It has been so busy here. The single Mama with a full-time job routine has been more exhausting lately than usual. Not sure why.

I've set myself the goal to knit up my stash before buying more yarn - the entire stash. I will be listing some of my creations in my etsy shoppe in an attempt to be able to fulfill my children a wish or two for Christmas. It's surely been a recession in my wallet lately. Sigh.

These are some baby socks I have been working on. There's also a green pair, a Tequila Sunrise pair & a Long Island Iced Tea pair. I just think they are so cute. Awww. A nice way to use up sock-yarn leftovers. We'll see how many more pairs I can whip up before I get tired of the pattern.

The Barn-Raising Quilt squares I continue to work on as well - when I have yarn available. The stack is growing. I should probably block some of them soon. I can't wait for all 36 to be complete. I'm planning on creating a bit of a rainbow with the squares. We'll see. Superwash wool yarn leftovers anyone?

I'll try to remember WIP Wednesday next week & share some of my Christmas gift WIPs. In the meantime - happy crafting!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Acorns

I just love acorn time! There are three different oak trees on our street. The boys collected these & we baked them a bit in order to eliminate critters. So nice of a bowl on our nature table.

They also collected acorn caps for crafting wee lil' fairies and such. Nathan planted an acorn that had a teensy sprout already in a lil' pot wanting to grow an oak tree. We'll see how that goes.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Check This Out, Dude!

Is that a catchy title?

Look at these beautiful giveaway treasures over at GardenMama, courtesy of Suzanne at Down In The Meadow. Awwww. Awwwwww. If you go there to enter for a chance to win, you will understand why I'm announcing it on my blog rather than keeping it a secret! ;-)

... Which reminds me that I haven't had a giveaway in ages. Hmmm. I'll see what I can do about that...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Nutty Chocolate Cookies

Nathan felt like baking something. We didn't have all the ingredients for his favorite recipe, so he improvised. (He also took the picture.)

~ 1 3/4 cups all-purpose flour
~ 1/2 teaspoon salt
~ 1 teaspoon baking soda
~ 1/2 cup butter, softened
~ 1/2 cup white sugar
~ 1/2 cup packed brown sugar
~ 1 egg
~ 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
~ 2 tablespoons milk
~ 1/2 cup chocolate-hazelnut spread
~ 3/4 cup sliced almonds, crushed into pieces
~ 3/4 bar of white chocolate, broken into pieces

Preheat oven to 350 F. Sift together flour, salt & baking soda. Add sugars. Mix together butter, vanilla, milk & chocolate-hazelnut spread. Add to the flour mixture. Add nuts & chocolate. Shape into balls and bake on a cookie sheet lined with wax paper for 10 minutes. Remove & cool.

These cookies are so, so good!

Twas...


... the night before Christmas, when all through the house
Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse.
The stockings were hung by the chimney with care,
In hopes that Saint Nicholas soon would be there.
Clement Clarke Moore

Okay, it's a bit early for that, but the sheer beauty of these colors brightened my day this morning. I had been working on these off an on since June! We've never had Christmas stockings before, so I had this idea of a rainbow of Christmas stockings. I finished the orange one last night, so they are all done now. They have an eyelet row in the top & I'm still hoping to add silk ribbons for an extra touch. Santa better not put coal in these beauties! Aren't the colors just so amazing? Yeap, it's that lovely Malabrigo kettle dyed stuff! I finished each one of them with only yards of yarn to spare. I have one more skein & I can't decide what to make with it. Another stocking, mittens or a hat to gift someone with? Hmmm.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Just Briefly

I've received the Kreativ Blogger Award from Renee over at Heirloom Seasons. I feel honored that she thought of me. I was surprised that I make her laugh. Often I feel I'm tempted to post in my gloominess. :-) I will post a more formal "acceptance" & make my own "nominations" just as soon as I'm done slaying the dragons that have crept into my life in the past few days in the form of bronchitis & relationship drama.

Friday, October 2, 2009

Slipping Away...

It's slipping away. I can feel it.

It reminds me a bit of the tug-o-war at Michaelmas.

Rope-burn already...

You grab the rope & you pull. Then you realize that clogs weren't the best shoes to wear for tug-o-war. You're already being dragged on the sandy ground. The rope slips in your hand. All seems lost. You readjust as possible. You can feel the rope-burn on your hands. You're determined to hold on. For a moment it looks like your team will win. Then the other team musters its last strength and at the same moment everything seemingly leaves you. You let go.

Defeated.